Post by swampiewolfess on Jan 27, 2008 7:49:30 GMT -5
A Secret Revealed
Are you ready
Realities so cruel
Could you ever love me
As you say you do
Nothing can prepare you for
Everything is true
The truth deep within
Hidden from the world
Envision who I am
Reality can lie
Illusion is reality
As silently I die
Normality is the illusion
You can't even see me...
Sick of living in a lie
Smiling while inside I die
Watching everything go by
Wishing that I could cry
Feeling empty from within
Want to hide inside my skin
Tearing off my mask is hard
Scared of showing them my scar
If they really saw my face
Would all I've done be a waste
Screaming at the skies above
Will I ever find true love
Howling at the moon in vain
Must my life be filled with pain
Look inside of my heart
Watch a life torn apart
Reaching for a helping hand
But then again
You can't even see me...
Ok here is one i wrote a while back about my first Shamanic Journey I hope you like it:
I close my eyes
I leave my body
and soar
I appear in a green meadow
Behind is my home and cares
Ahead lies the mountain of dreams
A bird flys down and grasps me
I feel safe in his sharp talons
Higher we fly to the sky above
Below me the meadow sways in the wind
Telling me a silent goodbye
Far away are the thoughts of home
We glide on the soft air
Soaring toward the mountains peak
Where a nest awaits my arrival
I land in the nest
While my friend flys away
I thank him in my own way
The nest is higher than the clouds
The wind moans with a message
"Be one with the earth"
I spread my arms
And jump from the nest
The air flys about me
Wings Spread from my back
And I fell their mighty pull
I rise in the air defying the fall
I soar on my own wings
and head toward the meadow
Where a new tree calls me to land
I grab the tree
and slide down the bark
Softly landing on the dewed grass
My wings fall and vanish
I stare into the sky
And thank it for the flight
The tree stands tall before me
And I know that it is special
This is a tree of heart and soul
From around the back of the tree
A movement catches my eye
I know my totem comes
Around the tree a head appears
It's tall and covered in fur
I stare into the eyes of the bear
I grin in pleasure at his face
Before I can respond to him
Another movement catches my eye
In front of the bear comes a wolf
He looks into the bears eyes
As if telling him not now
The wolf comes to me
I stare in awe of this beast
A creature worthy of my praise
He Jumps to my shoulder
We look eye to eye
Then we merge
Our energies swirl about
Forming into one being
My totem and I join souls
I feel his spirit inside me
I feel his strength grow
I know that he is with me
Now the tree is gone
In its place is a staff
A journey staff a gift
On its surface are faces
Of animals big and small
These are my guides to honor
I pick up the staff
I feel the forces inside
My path is set forever
I will join them
The keepers of the earth
I will be a shaman
The scene slowly fades
I open my eyes and wait
The spirits are still within
